Thursday, July 25, 2013


So, this is Babble Wine from Trader Joe's, a new favorite of mine! As I was drinking a glass the word Babble resonated with me because I am "a writer" that feels lately, as if all I have inside me is babble, but no decent words to put down on the paper.  am stuck in babble with my thoughts, words and trying to get them out on paper so they make sense and I am fulfilled as a writer.

The word babble's meaning:
  1. Verb
    Talk rapidly and continuously in a foolish, excited, or incomprehensible way: "he would babble on in Spanish".
    The sound of people talking quickly and in a way that is difficult or impossible to understand.
    verb.  prattle - chatter - jabber - tattle - prate - murmur
    noun.  prattle - chatter - babblement - murmur

    Then there is the Tower of Babble: Who's religious context comes form Genesis 11:1-9: 

Thursday, June 6, 2013

[i carry your heart with me(i carry it in]

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
                                                      i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
I love this poem above! I have been spending a lot of time pinning, reading blogs, thinking of things I can't write for myself, evaluating my life, working on my future, and trying to work through some tough decisions.  I am glad summer is here, that my daughter is finally out of school and that I can spend some time in the sun, at the pool, relaxing and being creative. I am a June baby, a summer baby and I love this time of year! 

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Happy 9th Birthday!

Just an hour left of your special day! You are away on your school overnight and I was sitting here in the silence, thinking of you, and  hoping that your birthday was special in some way! I hope you are having a fab time at Wahsega, and that you guys are learning a lot! I can't wait until you return tomorrow, with all the fun filled stories I know you will be dying to tell me.

I can't believe that my little girl is actually turning nine. It has been such a pleasure to watch you grow into the amazing child that you are. So loving, caring and excepting of others and the world around you. You are a special soul. Don't ever let anyone ever change that about you. You are such a bright and talented young lady. You are filled with such a passion and the joy of learning and experiencing new adventures.

You are a blast to be around, hang out with. Even though we have those mother daughter moments where you are testing the boundaries, I always love you with all of my heart.

I am so happy and proud that you C, are my daughter. I could have wished for a better kid. I love you so dearly and I am so proud of you. Never forget that!

Your positive light and good heart I am positive will bring you happiness and good things.

So Happy Birthday! Turning nine I am sure will bring a whole new year of discoveries for you, and I am excited to see what the year has in store for you.

All my love once again,

Your Mama!

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Sunday Scribblings ~ #365 Wake Up

Wake Up

 Sometimes, I just want to shout at you

 "Wake Up"

 or to be honest in a more direct

 and not so nice way...

 "Wake the Fuck Up.

 The imaginary world you live in,

 is crumbling fast around you

 and you are not remotely aware.

 As you yourself have said;

 you wake up each day trying your best to move on,

 to find a new way to relate to people,

to life and the world.

 But you still follow the same patterns, make the same mistakes,

speak the same excuses, and blame every one else,

when things don't go exactly the way you think they are suppose to.

 So, I say it once again, nicely,

"Wake Up".

Before you find yourself completely alone in life and the world,

with no chance of recovering,

being loved, or ever truly loving again.

 ~Lisa @2013

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Sunday Scribblings ~#364 Apology

Initially, I was stumped by this prompt because I had lot's of topics that crossed my mind when it came to the topic of apology. Since I had not been to Megg's blog in a long while, I decided to check it out before I wrote and wham, her last entry resonated with me so much.I knew in a second what apology topic I wanted to write about. This post by Megg filled me with such inspiration. I too have a lot of books on my many bookshelves that I have not read. I am so guilty of buying books without having even read what is currently on my shelf. Or just as guilty of putting on hold, a dozen or so more books from the library and still the unread books sit on my shelf, unread and neglected. What a great way to apologize to all those books waiting to be read by counting them, and giving them their first acknowledgment that you remember they are still there. Then finally doing them justice by finishing or reading them for the first time and actually getting through them, once and for all. I was fascinated and think that the universe was calling out to Megg to create her own "Body, Mind, and Spirit University", just for the shear fact that she had exactly 108 books that turned out was symbolic of a sacred number. Perhaps the the books were calling out to her as well. Wanting to be finished or started. I found her post almost a calling out to me as well, to apologize to my neglecting bookshelves. So much so, I am following suit, counting books and starting to read them page-by-page and creating my own spiritual, and knowledge learning as well as enjoyable experience. Check out other Sunday Scribblings here.